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2009-08-23T23:15:00.000-07:00

A side Note :

23-Sept-09

So sorry that i am only able to drop this note now. I am currently having a break from this blog. Will update again around mid of Oct 2009. I apologise for not informing earlier. But do stay tuned ((: you may drop me a mail now and then if you have any queries about the story or maybe just want to talk a little if you seems to be encountering the same issue. ((:

I will drop a message again when i update the next time (:

Do keep in touch with The Rebellious One yeas!! (:

Cheers,

FantasyDream

rebelliousone@hotmail.com

Hey Guys!

Thanks a lot for your comments and advise. Also, Thanks for being around here to bring my story into another chapter, into another life!

I have recently altered my draft. As suggested, I have replaced the Initials with some False Name i came up with.

Sorry for the confusion there. As this are real events that I encountered, thus I didn't want to reveal their real name.

It is rather tedious to re-post everything with the new name introduced. What i will do to make things easier, hopefully for everybody, is to write out in this post their replaced name. If this is confusing you even more. Do let me know i shall changed it back to the initals that i used previously. Nevertheless, please do read through the character's name once before proceeding into some more new chapters.

BITCH

(replaced name on the right ((: )

1. Leader (remains the same)

2. K - Kat

3. S - Soy

4. L - Lel

5. Jing (remains the same)

Winners

(replaced name on the right ((: )

1. E - Eli

2. H - Haley

3. M - Mlin

BOYZ

(replaced name on the right ((: )

1. Z - Zian

2. J - Jus

3. T- Ted

4.Y - Yon

5. Q - Quest

I will be using the new names for the rest of the posting.

Do help comment and advise me so that I can make more improvements.

Lastly, you guys are wonderful in helping me to prefect my draft ((:

PS: Special thanks to Bitter Chord for the advise. (:

Note

2009-08-23T23:14:00.000-07:00

A little introduction. I am Fantasydream, no doubt that's my name. I love to write about my fantasy, my life experiences. Recently with God's motivation, I decided to share with people who are able to read beyond the words, people with insight.

I have choose to remain in my Dream, personal information about me will not be reveal. Treat me as a dream that will wake you up from your reality. I hope after reading my art of work, people will see things in a new perspective.

You can find my writting all under the Memories section. Click on the title to direct you to the page. (:

I am definitely not any qualify writer, so feel free to criticise my work, after all "Perfection comes with criticism". All negative or positive comments are welcome. But kindly do not hurl valgurities. Just like how I respect people's criticism, please do respect me as a human too. (:

Lastly, I am currently writting a story, hopefully a book on my life as a rebellious teenager, THE REBELIOUS. Please kindly have a look into it patiently and ignore my grammatically wrong english as it is still in draft. Do let me know how you feel about the story. I need rating and comments so that I will be able to know whether should I just move on with my life, or move on into my story (:

Thanks a lot for the time spent reading. Greatly appreciated. May God bless you!

If you have any suggestion or would just wish to have a word with me, feel free to drop me a mail at

Lesson 1 : Deadly Valentine (5)

2009-08-23T23:12:00.000-07:00

Lesson 1: Deadly Valentine

Its science lesson for Boyz, everybody were dozing off. I caught sight of Zian, sleeping on his table. I smiled a little; sometimes it is rather cute looking at him when his guards are down. However, I know that Soy is rather fond of him, but in order for our relationship between Boyz to balance out neatly, I and Zian, prohibited any love relationship between Bitch and Boyz.

I loosen my atrocious thought, and I threw a piece of waste paper I obtained from the rubbish bin at him. Lady Luck was smiling at me, I hit Zian exactly on his head, normally he will scream in anger, but today he just looked up.

When he caught sight of me, I signaled him to come out of his class to meet us at the toilet area. He nodded in consent and begins waking up Jus, Ted, Yon, Quest, his clique members. As quietly as we could, we sneak to the end of the corridor where our level toilet is situated.

Zian is the leader, leading Boyz to the top last year. I will say that he is an all rounder. With his toned muscle, tan skin, gorgeous eyes, and a brain that work wittily, he caught hold of many girls’ heart. Prefect people always have many hidden flaws.

Jus has very distinctive features that will melt everybody’s heart. If only his proud attitude can be replaced, he would have gained more popularity.

Ted, Yon, Quest each has their very own specialty and attractiveness, within a year, their popularity raised to the peak.

It is not easy for Boyz to climb their way through; I will definitely not belittle their abilities at all.

Boyz surface, covering the sunlight that shone onto us. Jus spoke with hints of impatience in his tone: “What’s bringing Bitch here; something is wrong with you girls today?”

I was rather annoyed but spoke with in a calm tone: “Jus, I must have interrupted your beauty sleep, so sorry about that, but I thought we have always maintained a good relationship here?”

Zian, being the leader, sense a little tension there, broke our conversation: “Jus, that’s not nice, how can you talk to these beautiful ladies like that. Pretty girls deserve our respect. Tell me, what can I do for you, Leader.” After finishing his sentence he bowed a little to further tease us.

Again, Soy loses her posture we are trained to carry, and giggled a little. I shot Soy another awful look, which later she quickly regain her posture.

I played along with Zian and spoke sweetly: “How honored am I to be mentioned as beautiful by you. Thank you so much for the unnecessary compliment. I shall just go straight to the point now.”

Zian looked a little shocked when I played my cards at him, but he smiled a little, with some interests tinkling in his eyes as he looked up at me and said: “Oh really, then please, feel free to go ahead with you words.

I soften my voice and spoke with confidence: “After last year’s valentine, I am sure we all know what does this particular day meant to us. I reckon that it is important to maintain a good relationship between us, especially with you, Zian. I was thinking a little more to strengthen our position this year. So I was wondering whether are you game for it.”

I could see that Boyz are seriously considering, as they exchange look among themselves. It is as though they are having a discussion in their mind, after a long awkward silent, Jus sarcastically spoke “Well, I am sure we will participate if that is to our benefit, like you always know, nothing more than that right, what’s the deal like, I wouldn’t want to be entangle with any of your girls after this valentine again.”

I roll my eyes, annoyed with how Jus was not that good in dealing with things: “Oh, Jus, how nasty, I don’t think my girls are that bad you know. Anyway, I think our priority has always been Zian.”

Jus glared at me, I think my sentence must have hit hard on him. As I looked sternly at Jus, Zian looked up from his thought. Though he is trying hard to hide his surprise look after hearing my statement, yet he failed to fool me; “Go ahead, throw the ball at me, I see what I can do.”

I turned to Kat signaling her to break the plan to them, observing each and everyone’s reaction is more crucial than to be relating it. Kat, looked excited, to be able to relate the plan; “We will need Zian, to dedicate a song with a love message at the dedication booth, and in return we will send a gift as a meaning of acceptance. In a way, people will see that Bitch and Boyz are irreplaceable and bonded, which will make people think twice before trying to play with any of us.”

Zian, fell into silent, seems to me that he is weighing the pros and cons. I immediately spoke up to stop his mind from doing the calculation, “If you are in for this, you can pick any one of us to do the dedication, unlike last year, you can only pick me. How’s that? Unless of course, you have got no guts for it”

I knew Zian long enough to know that a slight agitation is good enough to push him onto the track we design for the game. Zian looked up again, with a slight smile on his thin lips: “It’s a deal. Well, well, I never knew Leader know me so well. You always startled me.” Sensing that he is teasing me again, I replied with in nonchalant tone: “I don’t think that you should honour me so much today. Anyway I will suggest Soy to be on your list this year. She is growing in popularity, maybe you would want to push her up the scale a little. She definitely won’t be anywhere below your standard.”

I know that I should not encourage Soy to continue her pursuit of Zian. But I never had guessed that her crush would turn into an obsession. I should have seen it coming, but my sight failed me then. Soy was smiling, as I tried to hide the fact that I don’t wish to see her love for him to blossom. After all if things end nasty for them, it won’t do Bitch any good.

Zian may have read my expression well, he was laughing a little: “I wouldn’t take anything that requires selling” Before anyone could react, he took a step to close up the space between us. He smiled as he look into my eyes for my reaction: “I think if given a chance I will still choose you, after all if we are creating an impression for the people, then I guess Leader and Leader always sound nice together, more over, who would want to give up a chance to be link with such a beauty.”

I kept my shock to myself, took a step away from his teasing eyesight, and spoke with irritation: “I think with our good working relationship we establish, we all know that flirting is the least required, I would not want to know why you are so out of your mind today, but just in case you are not able to control yourself, I am reminding you of our golden rule we both agree on. So what’s your final decision?”

Zian smile slyly: “If the Leader says so, it’s my honour duty to follow her.”

I am almost losing my mind, what on earth is wrong with him today. He is so playful, and flirtatious with me. I should have not waked him up in the middle of his sleep, I am wondering if perhaps he is still not awake yet.

I thought we are always clear when it comes to that. “If that is your decision, then I think we will stick to the plan, Soy will be in your list this year, thanks a lot for the wonderful cooperation. May you succeed like we do too.”

Just as we are about to leave, Zian stopped us, “I have a condition.” We turned and face him again, already looking irritated I asked him: “What?” Again, he flashed me a sexy smile, that make me want to puke that instant: “I want you to be the one to give me a present”

My mouth remains wide open for sometime. After I managed to close it up, I stared in astonishment, and speak sarcastically: “Well, my Leader, your request is my command” I return him my sexy smile, turned and walked away with my Bitch.

Lesson 1 : Deadly Valentine (4)

2009-08-23T23:09:00.000-07:00

Lesson 1: Deadly Valentine

Interrupting each and everyone’s thought I resumed our plan: “Kat is right, and if we do not want to end up like that we should make use of every chance we obtain to secure our position even further.”

Kat continued my sentence: “If the dedication booth is able to show people that we are of more supports. If the dedication booth can show people the back up that we have, will it not be like indirectly announcing to people that our popularity is irreplaceable?”

We nodded in consent again. Jing spoke: “That’s a good idea, so I am guessing within these few days, we have to pull more supporters into this plan”

I answered with a strong urge of motivation: “I am sure Lel, Soy and Jing will have your ways to get more of your admirers to dedicate something for you, as for Kat, and my own supporters, we will deal with them ourselves, time to work hard Bitch!”

Kat, smiled slyly, as we all giggled loudly. Drawing the attention of Winner, they stared fiercely at us. We smiled a little to slyly back to them and leave them wondering what’s coming up with us.

The bell rang, as our Chinese lesson is going into its second period. It may seems that Miss Su is treating Bitch as invisible, but to us it is more likely to be, Miss Su is being treated as the invisible one.

I spoke again to Bitch: “I am going to find Boyz now, to ask if they want to participate in our plan, anybody coming along with me?”

Bitch giggle and said in unison: “Obviously, we are all going”

I stood up dragging my chair away from my table in a loud yet astonishingly cool manner. I walked towards the door as Bitch followed behind. Eyes fell on us with admiration, I even heard some whispering: “Oh my god, they are so beautiful.’

Before we could make our exit, Miss Su screamed at us in Chinese: “Stop right there, where do you think you are going!” I turned to see Miss Su outraged face, a distance away from us, as she points at us, with her index finger, shaking from the sudden outburst of anger.

I almost burst out laughing upon seeing such reaction, but I managed to composure myself and shot Soy a look when I caught her snickering. I spoke with a tingle of arrogance in my voice to further agitate her: “Miss Su, I don’t think you are of qualifies to post such a question to us. Please don’t let us interrupt your lesson. Out of our graciousness, we are not seeking permission but to inform you, we will be gone now. Hope to catch you around soon, probably when I get an A1, I will see you smiling face again.

I turned with the rest of the Bitch and left the class. Leaving Miss Su’s blood at the boiling point. We begin bursting into laughter as soon as we are out of Miss Su’s sight.

Laughing hysterically, I quiet down the Bitch and said: “The show is not over yet, guess, who is in Boyz class now?”

Kat smiled happily and raised her voice a little too high: “Mr Ko!!!!” I quickly shut Kat mouth: “We have got enough bad records, such a simple thing like this wouldn’t need to be recorded in our profile right?”

We moved off to Boyz‘s class which is a level below us. We managed to reach their class without any problem. I crept behind their back door, as I notice that the infamous enjoy occupying the back of the classroom, maybe because when you are at the back you get an overview of the entire class, knowing what is happening at all time.

Changes

2009-08-23T20:53:00.000-07:00

Hey Guys!

Thanks a lot for your comments and advise. Also, Thanks for being around here to bring my story into another chapter, into another life!

I have recently altered my draft. As suggested, I have replaced the Initials with some False Name i came up with.

Sorry for the confusion there. As this are real events that I encountered, thus I didn't want to reveal their real name.

BITCH

(replaced name on the right ((: )

1. Leader (remains the same)

2. K - Kat

3. S - Soy

4. L - Lel

5. Jing (remains the same)

Winners

(replaced name on the right ((: )

1. E - Eli

2. H - Haley

3. M - Mlin

BOYZ

(replaced name on the right ((: )

1. Z - Zian

2. J - Jus

3. T- Ted

4.Y - Yon

5. Q - Quest

I will be using the new names for the rest of the posting.

Do help comment and advise me so that I can make more improvements.

Lastly, you guys are wonderful in helping me to prefect my draft ((:

PS: Special thanks to Bitter Chord for the advise. (:

Note

2009-08-19T19:08:00.000-07:00

You can find my writting all under the Memories section. Click on the title to direct you to the page. (:

Thanks a lot for the time spent reading. Greatly appreciated. May God bless you!

If you have any suggestion or would just wish to have a word with me, feel free to drop me a mail at

Lesson 1: Deadly Valentine (3)

2009-08-19T19:03:00.000-07:00

Lesson 1: Deadly Valentine

Nodding in constant, we all fell into silent for a moment as we recall ‘Love’ unfortunate fate, that we have no choice but to sacrifice.

‘Love’ was at the top for years before we came into the school. We quickly overtake their position in less than half a year. At that time, they were furious, dropping from the top to the second. We are like their enemies. Things wouldn’t have ended that way if ‘Love’ didn’t chose to take us on as enemies. If they are calmed enough to make peace, probably we wouldn’t be able to keep our title for so long.

Going against us, was like putting themselves at the mouth of a tiger. Back then, when we first gain so much popularity, we have people backing us up from things like that. Gradually, before they realize, the entire school is up against them.

Ever since then, every time they walked past us they bow their head so low that I would have thought they wanted to kiss their own chest. They stop having their meals in the canteen.

I recalled one of the scariest incidents that I witness with my own eyes; ‘Love’ was in the canteen having their meals. Guys started to crowd around, teasing them, asking them for an amount to sleep with them. Girls started spitting into their food, and if ‘Love’ were to stare back; a slap will land directly onto their face.

I do feel bad for the humiliation that they have to go through, but a part of me was relieved that Bitch was not the one to have to go through. Not long after suffering from too much humiliation, one by one, ‘Love’, dropped out of school. With such an end result, most likely things for ‘Love’ would come to the end. Yet, for our cruel school, no way it will end just like that. Rumors are being spread that they are seen selling their bodies at the red light district. Since then, I was never so afraid to lose my title.

I looked at L, K, and Jing’s reaction, everybody have that same kind of agony as they displayed on their face. At that time, we were supposed to be acting like we enjoyed watching their humiliation and enjoying the revenge that people are avenging for us. Though deep down, I can see that my clique felt the same way as I do. We felt sorry for them, and guilty.

I caught unexpectedly, S smiling when she was recalling ‘Love’, I didn’t notice much at that time, I thought that probably I mistaken her intention of her smile. I let the matter rest and didn’t think so much into it anymore. If I knew, at that time, that smile wasn’t a mistake; I would have prevented our clique from breaking up.

Lesson 1: Deadly Valentine (2)

2009-08-19T18:58:00.000-07:00

Lesson 1: Deadly Valentine

This year Valentine’s Day, the nerdy prefects have decided to do something for charity.

We are cursing and swearing as the prefect took his time to make the announcement of their worthless contribution to the celebration of the Valentine’s Day, as we are sweating under the hot, sourcing sun.

“This year, with the help of various other prefects, we are pleased to bring you … …”

His words trailed off as I tried to focus on the stares that E is throwing at me. Before I could return her stares, the prefect’s word caught me again, and I turned my attention to him.

“We are having a special song dedication booth, for the purpose of this Valentine’s Spirit. At an affordable price, we will play the song request together with the message you wish to deliver through our sound system set up in the canteen. The day after Valentine and the actual day, grab the chance to express your love and in return help to love someone else. We hope to see more people stepping forward to the booth”

I shot the prefect a sweet smile, catching him off guard when his sight met mine. He shy away, and we slowly proceed back to our class.

Chinese period was first. A self-declared free period for Bitch, as you see, we don’t really like to study at school to show that we are nerdy. So what we normally do is play in school, and I mean literally create many troubles. Miss S, was our 6th Chinese teacher this year, Chinese was never my strong subject. We created many problems, particularly me, chasing away the teachers. I was having fun with Miss S for the first three months of my 2nd year; however, I grew bored of it. Miss S also couldn’t do anything much and she chose to avoid crossing my path. Which I will say was the best choice she ever made.

Having Bitch all in the same class isn’t something easy to deal with. We are famous among the student; we are also infamous among the teachers. Most teachers avoid us, as they seem to see that we are able to manage our result good enough to shut their mouth. Neither of them tries to tame us down, nor do they try to hit hard on us. This is one of the reasons why people idolize us, we are not afraid of anything.

We gathered at the back of the classroom, and started to talk nonsensically. I was not really paying attention as to what Bitch are talking about.

I was rather thinking of the announcement that was made earlier in the morning.

Jing, being the most observant, broke the Bitch discussion and ask: “Leader, you are not with us, what’s on your mind?”

Breaking all my thoughts, I looked up and replied: “Bitch, I was just thinking about the announcement made this morning.”

Upon hearing my answer, K looked at me, as though she read my mind, she fell into the same silent as I was before. I did mention, we are very similar.

L whines: “It is totally absurd, who in their right mind will announce in front of the teacher or maybe even principal about their relationship, like boy-girl relationship is ever allowed!”

But before S, and Jing comment, I stopped them. My brain works within minutes and I spoke in a softer voice: “I am sure after leaving through the first year; you guys should be fully aware that Valentine’s Day is definitely one of the most important day to us at the very moment. Having a booth like that will benefit us greatly.”

I stopped that instant as the Winner walked past us to the front. Exchanging a few stares, I resumed to our topic when I am sure that they are out of our earshot.

S, Jing and L stare at me wildly as though as I am speaking Greek. I probably have guessed that K had thought the same way as me, when she spoke up: “I think I sort of get what Leader is trying to say.”

I smiled at her, and replied: “I think you got me again, S, Jing and L time to drop your innocence and play the game, next Wednesday is our big day. Let K explain.”

S, Jing, and L listen attentively as they compose their previously wild look they gave me.

K spoke whisper: “Having a booth like that, is like an extra bonus we get to secure our position this year. Though up to this point, I don’t see anybody having the abilities to take us out. But the least we should do is to protect our position. We have seen ‘Love’ that clique that drops from the top to the bottom. Their fates aren’t something we will want right?”

Note

2009-08-18T18:19:00.001-07:00

You can find my writting all under the Memories section. Click on the title to direct you to the page. (:

Thanks a lot for the time spent reading. Greatly appreciated. May God bless you!

If you have any suggestion or would just wish to have a word with me, feel free to drop me a mail at rebelliousone@hotmail.com I will try best to revert as soon as possible.

"The fun part comes later ;)"

Lesson 1 : Deadly Valentine (1)

2009-08-18T18:14:00.000-07:00

Lesson 1: Deadly Valentine

Winner begins to openly challenge us. At our age, losing out is something we are not taught to bow down to, we fought hard against them. Most of our fight will lead us straight to the principal room. However, we are also prone to challenge academically. Though we are bad in the teachers’ book, we are still good with our own books.

Valentine’s Day was around the corner. At that time, Bitch were all single, as we realized that it is better to be admired and loved then to love.

If you think that Valentine’s Day to us, are all about lovely dopey puppy love, then you are wrong.

For us, it’s a day, whereby popularity is measured, reputation is enforced, and it’s a day whereby the clique with the highest popularity claims the game.

The First Valentine’s Day in our school, we claimed the game. That day marked our position in the school, the terror we first spread around the school. As long as you receive gifts from the most respectable seniors, and the most gorgeous guy in the school, people will tend to think twice before even staring at you in the eye.

Last year, K, received a gift from one of the infamous clique leader. As usual she is always popular among the infamous. It does come in handy though, with such powerful back up.

I received a gift from Z; we both know that it is just for reputation sake nothing much special. We did this to support each other clique. Z’s clique (Boyz) at that time was fighting for the top in the boys’ clique. Z played the game well too, knowing that having ties with the popular girl’s clique will benefit. Having another support is definitely better than having another opposition. I played along.

L received gifts from the most gorgeous guy, pulling us even higher up the scale. S and J both play their part in helping us climbed the ladder, by having lots of gifts from various part of the school.

Our reputation was good, hanging out with only the best; even rumors are like sweets given out to the people in return for their support. Everything was prefect, we are claimed the game.

Until this year, they try to destroy us during this critical day.

The Second Year

2009-08-18T18:09:00.000-07:00

Second Year

The first year, passed peacefully. We gain more control, more popularity and more support. However, we missed out the uprising group against us.

Though we are always aware of their presence in our life, but we never take them as a threat to us. Yet, everything seems to be all planned by god. Without their constant competition, I believe we will never be any to realize the fact that, our clique may not be as strong in our friendship as we thought.

The betrayal, taught me something though, that in this world, believe nobody but yourselves, trust nobody but yourselves, and never let your guards down, for your abilities are the only weapon that is the most powerful. Cut the crap out, about relying on your best of the best friend, because when the time comes, nothing will stop them from fighting against you. You must always be prepared if you wants to be at the top.

E was in our opposition, not very long after we gain too much popularity to jeopardize her status in our school. She must have hated me a lot, for her to build up her clique just to go against me. She really portrays the ugliness side of a human well enough. But because of her ugly personalities she wasn’t very popular in school.

She knew she will lose out, fighting against us alone, so not long while we were still gaining popularity, she formed her clique. Without any friendship in her clique, what brought them close enough was their one and only main purpose, to destroy ‘Bitch’ completely. They named themselves ‘Winner’.

H joined Winner with the purpose to remove L from all her pride. H and L have been relatively close in the beginning of the 1st year. Things get nasty when L started dating most of H’s crush, I didn’t know whether L was doing that on purpose or unintentionally. Yet, she made her enemy just like that.

M joined later, when one of the famous boy clique’s, Boyz, has been hanging out with us for too long. Many people have a crush on the leader, Z, and M was one of them.

2nd year of my secondary school life is filled with so many unexpected events, outcome. My life lesson begins then, and my life turned from a white sheet to a black paper. When Winner are up against us, I knew then that things are not the same anymore.

We are now, learning the cruel reality of an adult world.

2009-08-16T18:57:00.000-07:00

You can find my writting all under the Memories section. Click on the title to direct you to the page. (:

Thanks a lot for the time spent reading. Greatly appreciated. May God bless you!

If you have any suggestion or would just wish to have a word with me, feel free to drop me a mail at rebelliousone@hotmail.com I will try best to revert as soon as possible.

"The fun part comes later ;)"

The Notorious School

2009-08-16T18:47:00.000-07:00

The Notorious School

Being a 'newbie' in the school, I didn't know anything about the rules implemented, which was never stated in our handbook. To my biggest relieve, I have played the game well enough in the beginning of the half year, and not long later, I am the game master. As you see, in our school, to be able to survive through the entire years, you have to be popular, and popular not with the teachers.

Secondary life, I would put in my own words, the glory of a rebellious child. Within half a year, I formed my clique; I made friends with people that have the biggest influence in our school, the broadcaster, the various clique leaders, the seniors. These friends come in handy, especially if people are going to spoil your reputation with nasty rumors you will never imagine, people who are all out to remove your standing in the school grounds.

What would have been worse for you?
The principal and teachers going against you?
Or you would rather have the entire school against you?

For me, I knew so soon that, if the entire school is going to blacklist me, I doubt I will ever be able to eat in the canteen in comfort, attend morning assembly in peace, let's just not bring in the defamation you get and the accusation that you will face. I don't wish to scare you too soon.

Probably I was not that innocent anymore

Let me just briefly introduce the strong clique that I build for my game that enables me to survive.

I would not say that I was the one and only leader, K, was second in line. We had very much in common. We are strong in personalities, we protect our game well enough, and of course, we are good leaders.

L was our 'antenna', she will always have first hand information, and please don’t look down on her ways of collecting information, and I would say that it is faster than any news caster.

S, though she don't play a major part in our games, but she harbored the worst ideas that will kill any spirit living in a person. I definitely would not want her to be against me. I shall say, she is the only one that is up to my match, maybe beyond me. She is ruthless. Somebody I will chose to avoid as my enemy if I will to turn back the time.

Jing, like her name, she is the quietest in our group, she was a victim until we found her. Placing her in our group sort of balance out our bitchiness a little. Though she may seems not much of a use in our games, but in order to be in our top form, she is our academic adviser.

So far, I guess you will have seen the scariest and strongest group ever formed in the entire milestone in our school.

Being at the top, requires constant up keeping, we are good at our studies, bad with our teachers, clean with our reputation and most importantly, popular among other cliques, and boys.

We named ourselves 'Bitch', a name that people will think twice before attacking us. Close to nobody dare to cross our path, we ruled the game, till the 2nd year.

The Begining

2009-08-16T18:42:00.000-07:00

The Beginning

I was a very normal girl leading my normal life in primary school. But little did i know that, i was placed in one of the scariest secondary school. But without these tough training i will be a weaklings that think that life is always a bed of rose. But like the saying that goes: What doesn't kill you, make you stronger. Definitely, after my torturous life in secondary school, i learned that even though life may look like a bed of rose, look carefully and you will see the thorns.

The moment when i entered the school i saw the thorns, but what i did was to fight with the thorns. Yes, i was badly hurt, badly wounded, scarred for the rest of my life, but at least i learned that no war is not worth fighting.
Behind everything that is nice, there is always constant bleeding. I was not taught to bypass the thorns, but because of that i learned something new.

I must begin my teenage story.

But i need to state first,

I was never a victim

I was a player,

I was the one who plan the game.

That is because i always believe in my philosophy,

"ONLY THE STRONGEST SURVIVE.”

I was allocated to a neighborhood secondary school after fighting hard for the entire 6 years in my primary school. Though I had a chance to get into a renowned secondary school, I never wanted to appeal because I thought if this is my fate I shall accept it. Later did I know that fate is within our control. If I had known earlier, I had a chance of living a normal life, but since I chose my fate, I will go ahead with it.

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2009-08-16T18:38:00.000-07:00

If politics only happens in the adult world, or in the society, then i guess that my school brought me to that world earlier than ever.

"Only the strongest will survive through the darkness ...

Let the fight begins... ..."

Preface

2009-08-16T18:32:00.000-07:00

Preface

“We named ourselves 'Bitch', a name that people will think twice before attacking us. Close to nobody dare to cross our path, we ruled the game, till the 2nd year... …”

If you are never a rebellious teens, if you have always criticizes the life of a rebellious teen. Probably this book will allow you to have a clearer view of us, the rebellious one. Perhaps you may despise us even further. I would not care much, about people's opinions any longer.

Since the moment i have pen my teen life down, nothing matters more than to let people see the true term of School.

School, may be define as the holding place for developing teenagers, to learn, advance and prepare for the adult world.

However, in my dictionary, School meant something else. School meant, a battling ground for the best, a holding place for all the demons, a dark place.

Dream's Note

2009-08-16T18:20:00.000-07:00

A little introduction. I am Dream, no doubt that's my name. I love to write about my fantasy, my life experiences. Recently with God's motivation, I decided to share with people who are able to read beyond the words, people with insight.

I have choose to remain in my Dream, personal information about me will not be reveal. Treat me as a dream that will wake you up from your reality. I hope after reading my art of work, people will see things in a new perspective.

You can find my writting all under the Memories section. Click on the title to direct you to the page. (:

I am definitely not any qualify writer, so feel free to criticise my work, after all "Perfection comes with criticism". All negative or positive comments are welcome. But kindly do not hurl valgurities. Just like how I respect people's criticism, please do respect me as a human too. (:

Lastly, I am currently writting a story, hopefully a book on my life as a rebellious teenager, THE REBELIOUS. Please kindly have a look into it patiently and ignore my grammatically wrong english as it is still in draft. Do let me know how you feel about the story. I need rating and comments so that I will be able to know whether should I just move on with my life, or move on into my story (:

Thanks a lot for the time spent reading. Greatly appreciated. May God bless you! If you have any suggestion or would just wish to have a word with me, feel free to drop me a mail at rebelliousone@hotmail.com.

I will try best to revert as soon as possible. "The fun part comes later ;)"

Note

2009-08-16T18:13:00.000-07:00

Author's Note

Many people in their life choose to run away from their ugly past, hide and bury their ugly past. Yet i choose to write it out. It may sounds like i am enjoying my ugly past, but to be very honest. Indeed, I used to enjoy, but when maturity hits me, i will describe the used to be 'glorified past' as a memory that i will use everything in exchange for its extinction.

Like many teenagers, I walked a very wrong path, taking long detour in my life. Thanks to God and my mother, my path was corrected. After which l learned another new phrase: "It will never be too late, to turn your head against the evil doing you have done".

I turned, and changed, pull myself from the lower status in society into a higher level. Without god's patience guidance i will never be able to do so. I would probably end up hanging out every night, drifting past life without realizing the purpose of living.

I want to people to learn from my mistake, i want people to see my mistake to learn my lesson. I don't wish to see people making the same mistake as me, taking the wrong path as me, having the same regrets as me.

For every moment, as long as i am breathing, my regrets are breathing with me. Its craved right deep into my heart, breathing alongside with regrets, the pain, and the agony is something i will never forget right up to the day i lay in my coffin.

Each day, little by little, the agony drains my life away.

My sincere word, don’t do anything that will make you regret for the rest of your life

Dream's Note

2009-08-14T07:59:00.001-07:00

A little introduction. I am Dream, no doubt that's my name. I love to write about my fantasy, my life experiences. Recently with God's motivation, I decided to share with people who are able to read beyond the words, people with insight.

I have choose to remain in my Dream, personal information about me will not be reveal. Treat me as a dream that will wake you up from your reality. I hope after reading my art of work, people will see things in a new perspective.

You can find my writting all under the Memories section. Click on the title to direct you to the page. (:

I am definitely not any qualify writer, so feel free to criticise my work, after all "Perfection comes with criticism". All negative or positive comments are welcome. But kindly do not hurl valgurities. Just like how I respect people's criticism, please do respect me as a human too. (:

Lastly, I am currently writting a story, hopefully a book on my life as a rebellious teenager, THE REBELIOUS. Please kindly have a look into it patiently and ignore my grammatically wrong english as it is still in draft. Do let me know how you feel about the story. I need rating and comments so that I will be able to know whether should I just move on with my life, or move on into my story (:

Thanks a lot for the time spent reading. Greatly appreciated. May God bless you!

If you have any suggestion or would just wish to have a word with me, feel free to add me at rebelliousone@hotmail.com. I will try best to revert as soon as possible.

"The fun part comes later ;)"

Heaven

2009-08-13T23:35:00.001-07:00

HEAVEN

God's place I assume that it should be the most beautiful place - maybe like a Eden.Whereby fresh and pure flower scent will float through the air, a big,bright and warm sun will shine through the darkness.

In the Eden (where our new life begins), there will be many small and cozy cottage lined up along the path. As you walk along the path, people will come out of their cottages with a bright smile on their faces to greet you, just like welcoming a new member,and who knows along the way some of the faces maybe one of your loved one that you have lost when you are on earth. You smile when you see them, maybe tears of happiness will fall, because a sense of relieve will flow through your heart, "she is fine, she is living happily, she is living like she was born again.."

Along the way, you may even come across faces that you will never forget, because they once hurt you so much, since then you never contacted them. How shock will you get to see that face in here before you. Will a sense of greatness flow through your heart or will a sense of hatred flow through your heart?? At that point i can say, a sense of greatness will flow through you, happy. Yes! very happy, that you see that face here, happy that she/he is doing fine up here (well definitely not happy because she/he is dead!) and you knew by the smile she/he gave you, that you are gonna begin a new friendship with happy moments with that person again. Then you laughed to yourself and said "Forgiving a person isn't that difficult at all, all it takes is a smile"

Then you will reach a gate, a huge bronze iron gate with exquisitely sophisticated engraving of roses on the bars, majestic but not at all scary. The gate will open up for you and behind that gate. A huge palace, a pure pearl white castle with a tinkle of roman style in its structure. "Wow" is all you can say when you see the castle.

"Enter the castle, if you believe in your father, the door will open for you, throw your past behind and seek for forgiveness as you walked into my arms, i will give you a new life you deserve for the duty you have completed and not forsaking my beliefs on earth," he speaks to you as you enter his kingdom. This is a brand new life for you, like they said life-after-death.

God will review your life, and he will give you your rightful asset in his kingdom. Just like everybody, your very own pure white cottage. In there you have everything you needed, neither less nor more. We lived in harmony with our neighbors. Our foes are now our new friends. We talk, we laugh, we joke,we sing, we dance, we play, we love - our days in heaven.

Suddenly the small chimes at your roof rings - a soft melody filled your house. You immediately know somebody is back to your father place, and maybe it's someone you love joining you in his eden? you run out of your cottage with your brightest smile to welcome your new friend..

Thinking of that beautiful scene, the beautiful place and wonderful friends, it all make me wonder why do people fear death. For if you believe in god you will never just vanish. Afraid that heaven do not have a space for you because so many people die? Well, why not look at the sky then, how big is the sky? that will be how big heaven is. so think again will you now have a place?

Sins? then seek forgiveness and repent when you have the chance. DEATH IS A BEAUTIFUL THING because god made it beautiful. Why fear death when life-after-death is a more promising and happy life than what you are living now on earth?